To Whom It May Concern
INDEED it has been one hell of a week. troubles after truobles ; disappointments & more disappointments. ):
plus, melange of thoughts, distasteful ones, have been overwhelming me. especially today. tsk.
BUT after much sorting out, ive came to a conclusion & made my decision. YEP not easy but i'll try !
today, i walked home again, as usual. BUT this time, i seemed to have incurred the wrath of my shoes, resulting in more than TEN BLISTERS on both of my feet. & im not exaggerating pls !
ANYWAYS, i wrote yet another poem. to sum up the whole week's rubbishy thoughts. YES maybe when im older i shld consolidate all my poems & publish a book called Melody's Great Big Book of Sad Poems. hahah how fun.
anyway, here goes :
On the verge
I stand, edged over
Wondering if I should
Take this step
Just one last one
Which might alter destiny
It's hard, I know
To think and ponder
If the step's worth taking
Or turning back's better
I can turn around
And leave these altogether
It might be tough
To pick up from there
To erase the past
But at least I'll be safe
Free from jeopardy
There's always Option Two
I should know
To just step forward
And down I'll go
I'll fall deep and hard
It might hurt
I might break my bones
Pained, left with wounds
But I'll never know
I might be wrong
Ahead of this step
Euphoria might reign
I might be cushioned
From this deep, hard fall
On a bed of red roses
I might find eternal bliss
I come to a conclusion
No regrets permitted
It might not be the best
But at least, I know
I'll cope
On the verge
I stand, edged over
I recollect these steps
With tears, and
Maybe a smile
I leave.
you know you love me
plus, melange of thoughts, distasteful ones, have been overwhelming me. especially today. tsk.
BUT after much sorting out, ive came to a conclusion & made my decision. YEP not easy but i'll try !
today, i walked home again, as usual. BUT this time, i seemed to have incurred the wrath of my shoes, resulting in more than TEN BLISTERS on both of my feet. & im not exaggerating pls !
ANYWAYS, i wrote yet another poem. to sum up the whole week's rubbishy thoughts. YES maybe when im older i shld consolidate all my poems & publish a book called Melody's Great Big Book of Sad Poems. hahah how fun.
anyway, here goes :
On the verge
I stand, edged over
Wondering if I should
Take this step
Just one last one
Which might alter destiny
It's hard, I know
To think and ponder
If the step's worth taking
Or turning back's better
I can turn around
And leave these altogether
It might be tough
To pick up from there
To erase the past
But at least I'll be safe
Free from jeopardy
There's always Option Two
I should know
To just step forward
And down I'll go
I'll fall deep and hard
It might hurt
I might break my bones
Pained, left with wounds
But I'll never know
I might be wrong
Ahead of this step
Euphoria might reign
I might be cushioned
From this deep, hard fall
On a bed of red roses
I might find eternal bliss
I come to a conclusion
No regrets permitted
It might not be the best
But at least, I know
I'll cope
On the verge
I stand, edged over
I recollect these steps
With tears, and
Maybe a smile
I leave.
you know you love me
