sometimes, i get so fucking pissed i feel like KILLING certain people. but at times like this, i'd be glad enough to kill myself. at least then i can end my sufferings, & make them suffer with guilt ! HAH. ambulence ride in the front seat ytd was FUN ! so exciting to see ppl make way for you. HAHA. but who knows, maybe it'll be more fun on the stretcher. i dont know, but maybe i will soon. WHEEE. NEVER go to amk polyclinic. they have the most IRRITATING & IRRESPONSIBLE staff around. waste time & money only. talk abt tht another day. AHH i think im freaking myself out with these depressing suicidal thoughts. SOMEBODY SAVE ME ! on a lighter note, if i die, i wont have to worry abut getting fat ! YAY, the joy !