ohkay, when I mentioned in my previous post that I won't be missing 2005, I was fucking lying. I miss everything about 2005, or at least everything back in St Nicholas'.
when I enter class this year, no more will I see a reading Edeline or sleeping Cleo at the unearthly 640am. I won't sit in class and stare at the weird orange walls, waiting for Valine to bring her Mickey lunchbox ( ie FOOD ). I won't be able to laugh/scream at/ignore Miss ChooTeckChan and her hair and her "uh, uh, uhh girls...".
No more will there be "shit, I don't wanna go for art" with Jillian; "ho-t cro-see boons" or "and she weeeeeeel be lubbbbed" with Joan; "did you bring food today?" or "I can't stand ChooTeckChan" with Valine; "Jack! you know...." or "how Jack how" to Jacklyn; "I wanna pon dance today" with Leanne/Sara/Dominique. and there'll be no more "ehhh, you know _____ has a new album/show" with Sale; "come on, yo" from Cheryl; "hello Lesbian" with Charlotte...
most importantly, I won't get to see my dearest best friend who has been everywhere these 2 1/2 years. I won't get to laugh and scream and sing and draw and sleep and dance and play with Nie Sichen in class anymore. All the times we had thinking about eating ( HAHA ), the times when we basically poured out our insides to each other during Math or Chinese lessons, the long toilet breaks, the long but fun walks home from school and even our little squabbles and disagreements- I'll miss every part of it. ))):

so, I'm really dreading school tomorrow because school will be so fucking different without AWSENS, the effsi people, YEEEAAA and all my other friends. I MISS ST NICS! ))):

on a lighter note, hello friends, please tell me a suitable time so that I can crash cj and see all of you! (: I LOVE YOU ALL!