Monday, March 13, 2006

Rough Landing, Holly

firstly, I LOVE YOU JACK! :D thanks for visiting me, or else the furthest I'd have gone today is my living room.
and, thank you Mr Pon Star for uh, being you! haha, you are my sunshine! xD

today is a horribly boring and depressing day.
all I did today was eat, stare at the computer and play Solitaire.
to look on the brighter side, I have been online for a recored-breaking TEN hours. other than the times when I get food or when Jack came over, I have been in front of the computer. I bet no one can beat me to that!
and, playing Solitaire for almost the whole day has made me an expert. just now, I managed a record-breaking $909! usually, the most I get is $400+, but not today! when I have the chance I'll show you my record!

and so, as much as I wanna go on and on, like how I used to, about how fucking perfect life is, I can't. I hate how we tend to end up doing things for the sake of others and not much for ourselves.
because I'm selfish and I love myself.

And the time just passed, nights moved slow
And she was all I had